I’ve turned back to you once again to fulfill my need to waste time and procrastinate. I’ve been seeing a counselor for a while now and struggling with issues. Though what I’ve grown to from counseling is that I don’t have to worry about fuckers taking my lifestyle the wrong way. I’m not a stoner, I just enjoy dressing like one. I don’t smoke, I just like carrying around a lighter. I don’t drink, I just don’t give a shit how loud I laugh. I’m comfortable in my own skin most days and I’m okay with saying that. I have people who love me and people who I stay away from. Life since college started is fucking fantastic. I’m not scared of most things anymore. I’m no longer scared of the fire that burned me as a child, I’m addicted to it. I’m not longer scared to skateboard, I just fall on my ass and get right back up. I’ve never felt more alive. Downtown at night has gone from a scary place to a freedom. Nobody around to keep you from harm, you just run around like a stupid young kid. I’m determined to continue the life I have always dreamed of living.
I’m young at heart but I’m also mature in spirit. And this blog is just my life and further transformations through self growth with a little help from my counselor.